Beset By S. Kilman
Beset
Acrylic paint on canvas board
The feeling of loneliness and isolation that comes from being incarcerated. The overwhelming sense of hostility that surrounds me. The ceaseless, burning voice of my conscience relentlessly hounding me.
Meet the Artist: S. Kilman
S. Kilman
Identity Statement
I see myself as one outcast from my familiar world; exposed and alone in a hostile landscape. An alien sun, eclipsed, casts a cold penumbra. Underfoot, the earth is unstoppable and treacherous. Hellish maw spews forth a yammering pack to hound my conscience - allowing me no rest. Yet, who I have been is not who I must be. Rather than be destroyed in this hateful experience, I live in it as a crucible. I will be refined, not consumed. Hope, as a refreshing rain on the horizon, tells me I may one day live as having been redeemed: a citizen among peers. I would once again know love, peace, comfort and consolation.
What role does art play in your life?
Art is one of my few remaining connections with what is beautiful in the world. It is also a useful tool for making my internal world tangible. I am inspired at different times, by different things. Sometimes a feeling, sometimes a glimpse of beauty, sometimes what is stark and bleak.